November is mostly over and I haven't posted at all. I have to laugh at this, because just last month I was proclaiming "I am a writer!" Which is not an untruth... but I've been writing other things, and whenever I make big announcements there is usually a period of integration that follows afterward. Since this seems to be a pattern of mine, I am learning how to live with it instead of beating myself up. You'd think that after 35 years I would have mastered this, but actually, I feel like I am just starting to learn.
We are moving to a new nest next week and so there are a million things to do beyond the usual million. I have moments of excitement followed by panic followed by a deep knowing that everything is, and will continue to work out just fine. Breathe, Exhale, Breathe. I keep coming back to that centered place and have so much support. But it's really about continuing to refocus, recenter, breathe, and do it all over again when I get off balance. Which is often.
I have a suspicion that this is exactly how it is supposed to be.
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